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This compilation belongs to Aliessa and is regarding a battle she had to keep a relationship afloat.

U Know (Boys II Men)
in the wake of giving X his freedom....praying that he would wake up and smell the coffee...and he did....rejecting my letting him go. This song was Aliessa's link to sanity for at least 3 days... :P
Give Me Tonight (Shannon)
He asked for one more night...
Possession (Sarah McLachlan)
...and they made love.
Prince of Darkness (Indigo Girls)
Time for us to leave and Aliessa's decision to leave, decision to throw herself at the gods, decision to deny the dark cavern, to run to the light, to throw herself at the mercy of the Gods, to rejoin our Higher Self. Alter-reality spell begins.
If You're Gone (Matchbox Twenty)
This is X's reaction, as seen by us, to Aliessa's decision to leave.
Bent (Matchbox Twenty)
Aliessa finally hears the unspoken words from X and gets a V-8.
Unchained Melody (Sarah McLachlan)
Aliessa's pledge to stand by, to be THERE for X. Slow, listening to his ascent, her decent, heartbeating, waiting, waiting, waiting...and never patient enough...and hating herself for it. Oath of service to X's madness.
Driftin' Away (Garth Brooks as Chris Gaines)
...and this is what we're left with...
Silence (Delerium) (Sarah McLachlan)
Reaches the breakpoint. Post-traumatic stress disorder. Either let go, and let her find peace with life somehow, or say something, dammit. Final ascent to Service. Alter-reality ends, time to hope there's good consequences overall and the damage/aftermath is minimal.
Ocean Gypsy (Blackmore's Night)
Is this a reflection of a greater Dance? If the moon bends and breathes life into the sun, and is overjoyed to reflect his greater glow, but he turns his back on her...does she fade away and die? She does...every month. He chooses to turn back to her every now and again, and she glows in the reflection, but she dies every time he turns his back on her.

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