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Chrissy?

Vitals:

We don't really know. May be female or male, seems somewhere around gender-neutral.

Distinguishing traits:

Well, we're not really sure what/who she is, she just is. Often she hides behind a facade of being various people in the body, and is difficult to tell apart from others in here. Only comes out when our shields and defenses are broken down and the Others are staying completely out of the way. Subdued, intellectual, intuitive.

Favorites:

Song:

we decided on The Stranger by Billy Joel for her


I'm Chrissy. I guess I might be one of the legitimate owners of this body, but we haven't really decided that. I usually just sit around in the background and I don't normally deal with people, I let the Others do that. Here's a conversation which is kinda relevant to me ("Kitty" is a fictitious name for a real person). Actually, it's kinda like an interview :) LOL -- order of IMs has been shifted to make a little more sense of the conversation:

Kitty
how many Crisses are in there, just outta curiousity?
Crissez
17
Crissez
that we can count.
Kitty
wow, that's a lot... who's at the keyboard right now?
Crissez
ummmm -- Not sure. I think we're in a shifting/between people phase, a lot of people recently logged offline and we were talking to them. Mostly Erin (cyborg, human, from this world's future (we think) but not quite born yet....due soon lol)
Kitty
and is she usually the one talking? Or is there not one predominant with you?
Crissez
there is not one person predominant with us. We go through phases, sometimes, depending on what we're doing....like if one of us falls in love, the rest of us let them be "out" alot to enjoy it, and spend time with their new lover.
Crissez
some people are considered more "important" ....like the person who owns the body, or the person to whom most of the spirits are attached.
Kitty
awww, that's so sweet!
Crissez
thanks *(smirks)*
Kitty
are there different Crisses in love with Malcolm, and with Benny, and so forth?
Crissez
Yes...and some overlaps.
Kitty
who is most "important" then?
Crissez
Aliessa the nymph has relationships with almost anyone that our body does....lol...she can't help herself, and she is loved by so many people.
Crissez
lol...we have a few "most importants" ....Chrissy, who we think belongs with/to the body. Christina, who is one hub of many people in here, and Star, who is the other hub of many people.
Crissez
it's taken a very long time to figure out why we're like we are, and it gets very complex
Kitty
what mean you by "hub"?
Kitty
::suddenly remembers you're a hostess::
Kitty
is that what you mean by that?
Crissez
:) yes.
Kitty
ah, I sees
Kitty
wow, that's complex!
Crissez
One person came into this body with a lot of other spirits already attached (that is Star).
Crissez
One person came into this body (or reincarnated here? we're not sure) and then through trauma split into multiple persons....and she also has a talent for speaking with ghosts, and inviting them to stay (that's Christina)
Kitty
ah, I sees.
Kitty
who was here first?
Crissez
I think just the body was here until maybe 4-7 years old...that's when Star & her companions arrived. When we were 11-13 it appears that Christina came to this body....I'm not sure when Christina split, before or after coming to the body....or if she's a part of the basic person that owns this body.
Kitty
ah, I sees.
Crissez
either Christina split from the basic person the body is, or arrived here....I keep trying to trace evidence of the different people in here to different events that happened to us. Like Star used to help Chrissy sleep at night when she had nightmares....we were about 8 I guess.
Kitty
awww...
Kitty
when did Chrissy realize there were more people there?
Crissez
Chrissy has problems. She runs and hides a lot. I think she ran and hid outside our body one day when we were being hurt, when we were pretty young, and that Star and her people found Chrissy floating around disincarnate, and brought her back to her body. The only way to heal and help her and make sure she didn't leave again was to stay.
Crissez
She still runs and hides A LOT.
Kitty
ah, I see.
Kitty
mew... that's ungood :(
Crissez
we have a hard time telling her and Christina apart.
Crissez
Yes, but she's not a child anymore, tho, so that's pretty good, she grew up, got older.
Crissez
but she's still scared ....
Crissez
or not used to being out and about, maybe.
Kitty
::nod:: is also likely..
Crissez
I think somewhere around 11, Chrissy gave us the slip again, or something. not positive what happened. Or maybe she split her personality again, or something....I'd have to think about it. It's like Sherlock Holmes. :)
Kitty
::laughs::
Kitty
Elementary, my dear Watson!
Crissez
So then we started noticing a new set of beings in here, ones that hadn't been out before, I think around 12 Aliessa started to come out.
Crissez
or Christina.
Crissez
Christina has been a few things in past lives. Her last past life that we remember she was pretty insane. when she arrived in this body, she had little to no identity, so I think she just cloned Chrissy...or Chrissy wanted her to...not sure.
Crissez
And to be sane, Christina split as some of her healthier/more balanced/ past lives: Aliessa (nymph/dryad), Erin (cyborg) and Torry (Sprite)
Crissez
Christina herself has been a mess.
Kitty
::nod::
Kitty
:(
Crissez
we've done a lot of work healing her, because Chrissy hid so well we didn't even know she was here....and we assumed Christina belonged to the body. We didn't know Aliessa Erin and Torry were a part of her til recently.
Kitty
mew...it's all so confuzzling!
Crissez
So we set about fixing her. :) Which meant we were very distracted from Chrissy and ignored her, and she could do what she needed to all stealthy like :)
Crissez
Isnt it? stop me if you like.
Kitty
mew... nopers
Crissez
welcome to my head :) LOL
Kitty
I find it fascinating ;^)
Crissez
lots of years later, we had many lovers (it's easier to make everyone in here happy if they all have lovers that are ok with open relationships)
Kitty
::laughs:: indeed
Kitty
and you sometiems share lovers?
Crissez
unfortunately things don't always work out very well.
Kitty
mew?
Crissez
well, I'll go into my awakening at another point. All the previous stuff happened actually without me being fully awakened.
Crissez
I didnt' know what the voices were, who the actors were, it was like someone kept switching the mask on my face without me knowing it was there.
Kitty
mew!
Kitty
that must have been so hard to handle...
Crissez
yah, I wasn't always honest with myself or others, I did things that maybe I shouldn't have, etc. but I don't think I could have explained why....
Kitty
mew?
Crissez
I didn't know what was motivating me...sometimes it was like I wasn't really a part of what was happening, especially if my dad yelled at me, it was like I wasn't there anymore. Someone else would make me talk or something to answer all the right things when I was yelled at and stuff....
Kitty
mrr...
Kitty
odd
Crissez
and every time I got severely depressed, I decided I would just sit in a corner, and leave my body.....really. I would sit for a few seconds, and then someone else would take over the body, while the others looked after the broken Chrissy, and they would make my body walk, deal with the parents, eat, etc. as if nothing had happened.
Crissez
the memories for whoever is out are kinda continual....except in some strange places, like when I feel like I"m out of body....it's odd.
Kitty
mew... i see
Crissez
we don't divide up memories for the most part.
Kitty
mew?
Crissez
we have a "memory pool" except that Chrissy sometimes steals part of them....that's how we found her, hunting down lost memories.
Kitty
why?
Crissez
or some split of hers.
Crissez
she says she didn't do it, but we haven't found who does.
Kitty
hmm... oddd...
Crissez
sometimes they're memories that have potential to be frightening or too good to be true.
Kitty
that makes sense, I suppose
Crissez
yeah....dunno if she/it/whoever was hoarding them for a good/bad day or what....we're still trying to find some of them.
Kitty
gotta go

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